Lord, you are in control of what feels completely out of control. Establish your order in me and my life.Thank you for using this opportunity to develop my character.I need to be someone I cannot be. I need to see what I am unable to see. Do for me what I cannot do for myself. Empower me to be what I cannot be on my own. Go before me and look where I am unable.God, life seems crazy and I don't know how to make senses of it. I want to trust you, I want to hear you but I can't figure out how.Please comfort me while I endure for your sake and mine.
Thanks to my parents, I've been involved in different denominations and sizes of churches since I was born. I've also discovered the church has lacked in their potential to truly connect their powerful, but digitally neglected , content with their people in a personal and relevant way.
Growing up, I was taught to take a day of the week to rest, release and worship God. For Christians, we call this the Sabbath day. It's so important, it was given as one of the ten commandments to Moses.
"Remember The Sabbath, and Keep It Holy"
Right now, I feel like God is far from me.
Last year I went through a season of, I would describe as, being on the mountain top with God. Once I got to the top, I took another step, and I fell off and into the valley of darkness. This is the valley I am walking in now. I am grateful, I have not had to walk it alone. I keep moving, and I keep walking.